Run Like the Wind
I have always shared a love and hate
relationship with my body. My weight has gone up and down since I was a child
just like a roller coaster ride which I hate as much as I hate my weight
issues.
I have abused my body over the years by
never giving it the respect it deserves. I have gorged on food as if there was
no tomorrow, eating being my hobby since the day I realised that food could be
the answer to not only my physical but also my emotional hunger. I did
not believe in working out. Isn’t there “work” involved? Eventually I just gave
up…healthy food and exercise were just not my cup of tea. Wasn’t life about
enjoying? And enjoyment for me constituted of being a couch potato bingeing on
TV and food.
Meanwhile here was my husband who after
joining a runners group had become a running enthusiast. He had lost 8 kilos in
one month after he began running and looked fit as a fiddle. As he extolled the
many virtues of running to me every day I ignored what he had to say blindingly
oblivious to the fact that I was running
too, running away from the benefits of exercise and eating healthy and most
importantly I was running away from myself.
I was running away and hiding not willing
to go through the pain that is involved in achieving a healthy body and mind. Life
was not what and where I wanted it to be and that I was doing nothing to make it better
was making my life and health both physical and mental, worse than ever before.
I was dangerously close to a breakdown.
It was only when I saw the happy place my husband
was in that I decided it was time to stop running away from myself and start running
literally. I joined the runners group in my building
complex who were ironically being trained by my husband, and though my stamina
was as bad as my body and mental state were it was time to stick around and run
for the sake of a better me.
Well for once I persevered and this time
around ran as if my life depended on it. Truthfully speaking my life did depend
on it and I have been running every day for the last 4 months now. 4 months is
nothing you would say but in just such a short span of time everything has
changed.
I have lost weight, and lost a lot of my
negativity and the baggage I had been carrying for far too long. Running keeps
depression and anxiety at bay and takes you to a happier and healthier place.
The pain and struggle of running has taught me to never shy of the pain and
struggles of life. Running has taught me to never run away from the troubles
and travails of daily life but to face them head on.
Running has changed my life, my husband’s
life and the life of all the others who run with us.
Running I read somewhere
is just like life, it’s tough and you don’t want to always do it but when you
do its totally worth it. After the pain comes happiness both in life and
running.
The best part about running is the
simplicity of it. As you put one foot in front of the other you forget
everything…all you want to do is reach your goal. And the high you get being
out in fresh air beats being in a fancy gym any time of the day.
So
if your aim is to become fit and be happy running is the way to achieve it. Go
ahead run…it’s empowering and will boost your self-esteem and improve the
quality of your life. Buying expensive brands, clothes, the newest phone, being
a social butterfly will boost your self-esteem to an extent but they are all
shallow means and won’t last too long.
So run like the wind, do something
different, be persistent, push yourself to be better, and stop making excuses.
Running has changed my life it can change
yours too! Get out there today…
Keep running keep inspiring
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