The Different Shades of Life
As a child I learnt to view the world in two
colours, either completely black or white, perhaps because I took literally the
ideals and values my parents wanted me to grow up with and imbibe. It is only
now, on reflecting on the past nearly forty years of my life that I have
realised that life is made up of many shades of grey which have the strength to
hurt, shatter and confuse. Being accustomed to seeing everything as black or
white can be very comforting indeed as it all falls into clear cut categories,
no confusion there but that is so unreal!
Not only are people sometimes good and often
not so virtuous, events too stubbornly fail to fall into clearly demarcated
classifications! Oh what a travesty of life, it just refuses to throw up
cut-and-dried answers to all the inevitable questions that almost continuously
bombard my mind! The why’s and how’s just refuse to resolve themselves and
others don’t just seem to understand, leave alone help me find my way through
the tortuous labyrinths of the blind alleys of life!
Throughout my life, the black and white aspects
of this world and the people who reside in it have either kept me in high
spirits or at the other extreme, very despondent and confused. Over the years I
have begun to think the negativity of this world far outweighs the positivity
and I find myself discouraged and disheartened and in the most wretched spirits
many a times.
Sometimes, with the state of affairs I find the
world in, life just seems too difficult, full of challenges, obstacles and hardships.
So for many days I find myself overwhelmed
and disturbed with the circumstances and people around me. On some days life
just doesn’t seem worth all the trouble I take to run around doing my daily
routine, toil, compromise, not knowing where I am going or what and why I am
doing what I am doing.
And then there are those moments that show you
how wrong you are.
I read a news report today that showed me it’s
how and what you see that makes the difference.
“A Pakistani boy dies while saving school
from suicide bomber” read the headlines of a report. All of 14 years,
he saved his school of 2000 children. He grew suspicious of a man trying to
gain entry into the school premises. The pure selflessness and innocence of the
boy made tears well up in my eyes. My heart goes out to this courageous boy who
had barely begun his life. It was his time to play, learn and have fun and not
become a hero at the cost of his life.
It depends on the shades you wear on your eyes that
make you happy or in whatever miserable place you want yourself to be in. The
blacks, whites, the reds and the greens are all in our eyes and minds. The
world is a happy place if that’s how we see it.
A little baby in the arms of its mother, the
naughty laughter of my sons, a quiet walk with my husband when I come back from
office, a cup of coffee with a friend, a friend whom I can talk rubbish with, colleagues
I can laugh and share lunch with, the smile of a stranger, the quiet half an
hour in the auto when I can read or listen to songs, watching movies and
television shows; admiring nature and its bountiful gifts; cooking with my mom,
whatsapping and connecting with classmates whom I haven’t met since I was with
them in school…oh I can go on and on.
It’s those moments, some stolen, some quiet,
some filled with laughter, some silly, some very serious that make each day
feel worth it and make me get up in the morning looking forward to what the day
may hold.
There’s so much really that life has to offer.
It’s just that we somehow forget about what we have for the things we don’t
have but desire. We can get those too and in that lies hope and a future full
of possibilities; endless possibilities of a world which has the infinite
capacity to keep all contented and at peace with themselves.
Marvellous thought and so very well put across. Life is grey and somewhere in its many hues there is love, peace, joy and our own truth. Every day is a new colour developing in our lives and everyday another strange shade of grey with which we will get comfortable in time.
ReplyDeleteIndeed a great blog this one !!!!
Yesterday I saw a post in SKE forum of LinkedIn...where it was said that nature has many colours yet we interpret things only in black and white..
ReplyDeleteWell, my own view is that there are many people around us who mix this black and white to make it grey and and they love to walk there in that grey... as if they are walking in the clouds...feeling smooth under the feet yet making the world float in the boats of "doubts.."..
And as Subhash has put so well here...we can simply live with our own truth....here one thing is very essential and important that we will have to learn tolerance with others truths too... to each as per his/her own... Another aspect which would help us focus on brighter side of life which is full of love, peace and joy is our own hold on our mind...particularly when we express our views or pass judgments..are we going too much by the easier path of trusting people and speaking out of feelings or we have carefully thought about the data available with us to get the desired outcome...
Life is beautiful..absolutely...I love what Subhash has said here.. "Every day is a new colour developing in our lives ".. We only have to stop adding colours of our own perceptions..trust me then there would be grey only for raining happiness and not for creating doubts...
A very well thought out and beautifully written blog.. Nirjaji... Keep thinking and writing, ..it's truly liberating....
RS:)